People are hurt everyday. They don’t realize it but they are. By complete strangers, loved ones, the people they thought they trusted…. Even lovers or how can i say this…. friends with benefits.
I never realised that i have hurt people in the past but i have. But when i try to say sorry its like I’m opening up a can of worms.. Every little thing becomes slimy and dirty. Its meant to be an apology but it turns out to be something that is completely the opposite. To all the people i have hurt i know you all wont be reading this (maybe its for the best) but i am sorry ……….
Why do people need to hear it. Don’t people just understand that if I’m not….. well… it has to be done.. I’m sorry. I’m sorry i ever crossed your path. I’m sorry i ever said hello. I’m sorry i ever listened to you… I’m sorry you even know my name.. I’m sorry you even have an image of my face imprinted in your memory… I’m sorry you have heard my voice… I’m sorry for treating you bad.. I’m sorry i didn’t treat you more like a human being.. I’m sorry i would rather take drugs than be with you.. I’m sorry i only rang you up when i was drunk.. I’m sorry i never picked up your calls… I’m sorry i lied to you… I’m sorry i nearly cheated on you.. I’m sorry for not cheating on you.. I’m sorry i loved you.. I’m sorry i didn’t love you.. I’m sorry for being more than a friend.. I’m sorry for being like your brother.. I’m sorry for laughing at you.. I’m sorry for making you cry.. I’m sorry for not taking a stance.. I’m sorry for not listening.. I’m sorry for not taking your side.. I’m sorry for upsetting your friend/family/dog/cat/horse/bird/fish/car/bike… I’m sorry for driving drunk.. I’m sorry for driving under influence of drugs.. I’m sorry for involving the police.. I’m sorry you had to get the police involved.. I’m sorry for the restraining order… I’m sorry for the court room dramas.. I’m sorry i ended up in hospital and forced you to sit by my bed.. I’m sorry for not buying you flowers on your birthday.. I’m sorry for the demanding life you have… I’m sorry i couldn’t be more submissive for you domineering life..I’m sorry i wanted you all to myself.. I’m sorry I was constantly ringing you.. I’m sorry i hanged out with my mates… I’m sorry i chose you over my mates.. I’m sorry I spent money on you.. I’m sorry i made you pay… I’m sorry i never made you pay for breakfast/brunch/lunch/tea/dinner… I’m sorry i was your Bitch… I’m sorry i wasn’t your bitch… I’m sorry for bieng in the same town/city/state/country/continent/hemisphere/planet/universe… I’m sorry for bieng a Human… I’m sorry i was ever born..
Now all those sorry’s go out to many different people. You pick the one that you need to make you feel better. And if I have forgotten any other sorry’s please feel free to leave a comment and I will say sorry once more to you..
thank you..
